ph15h: Life is Madd Basik

Skype's weird

2011-11-20T04:43:00.001-08:00

-_- Skype keeps track of your most contacted people in descending order. Within a week she was in the 2nd spot. Within two weeks she was in the first spot. We talked almost non-stop for a month so she stayed there. Something happened at the end of that month and we haven't really talked since... like maximum once or twice a week if that. It took 3 months for the people in other spots to move up. -_- It's just feels weird that I talked more with her in a month than I talked to a lot of these other people in the course of 3 months and that when she wasn't in that first place any more she dropped to fifth. idk

Ffffff airport

2011-08-24T11:03:00.001-07:00

So... I have to pick up some family from the airport and am reminded of why I hate picking up family from the airport. I'm a very resourceful person but how am I supposed to know when and where to pick you up without any flight number or even the airlines. Doesn't help they're coming from another country and she doesn't have a US cell phone to tell me they've arrived. Or the fact that I have no idea what she looks like because I've never met her before. -_- I'm very resourceful... But even khoi magic won't work here. Here's to hours of idling at the international terminal because I don't have a crudely written by sharpie sign with bad Vietnamese writing on it.

Trololol with Singed and win a 4v5

2011-06-30T06:26:00.001-07:00

-_- this was probably one of the longest games I've played... or atleast it felt that was

Early on in the game, our Gangplank was complaining about lag... after getting and almost sure kill on Gangplank "A SUMMONER HAS DISCONNECTED" lolwtf? so... what would have turned out to be first blood onto Gragas turned into a double kill by the Gragas and Ezreal botlane (stupid... I know) We both revived and he reconnected went back to botlane and lagged out again. Got killed by Ezreal and Gragas. -_- So... being down 0/3/1 we were disheartened, but the other team made foolish mistakes. Having no Jungler, our Tristana was 2v1'd top. She killed both the Vayne and the Tryndamere that attempted to dive her... being the baddies they were Ezreal and Gragas pushed my lane ot the tower, allowing me to farm with Poison trail. Being worth practically nothing, I was able to farm while the Ezreal and Gragas just derped around and tried to kill our tower. ^-^ Thank you fiddles ult. Picked up 2 assists. Being worth nothing, I could do stupid shit like tower dive and throw Ezreal back onto Fiddles ult for the assist. Our Annie was damn good too... killed Anivia in mid, and helped gank other lanes. Our Tristana tower hugged and just farmed up... not the best items but she went to work and killed kids. Being worth nothing I initiated every fight and threw back the Tryndamere that thought he was smart trying to kill our all squishy team. It was fun... until my poison accidentally got a kill. I was suddenly worth something again -_- That's not the most fun position to be in if you're playing a ph15h style feeder style initiate Singed... then I got another and another until I had 2 kills. Being stupid... I dived and gave the other team a large sum of gold. As my team did Baron all I did was derp around mid and make the enemy team run around. ^-^ Good shit... I died, but I died before they got Baron so the other team was none the wiser due to their awful or maybe even non-existant warding skills. Oh well... we won through master baiting from Tristana and myself which lead to 5 Man Fiddles ults that killed everybody but the Tryn.

I've noticed every 4v5 or3v5 I've won had a Gragas on the other team. lol... coincidental?

-_- this was probably one of the longest games I've played... or atleast it felt that was Early on in the game, our Gangplank was complaining about lag... after getting and almost sure kill on Gangplank "A SUMMONER HAS DISCONNECTED" lolwtf? so... what would have turned out to be first blood onto Gra ... Posted via email from ph15h's posterous

Shen OP

2011-04-14T13:05:00.001-07:00

-_- Won a 4v5 with Shen and went Godlike. Only 4 total deaths on our team :D 4v5 has its perks... You gain experience faster since you have 3 solos and people on the other team get cocky :D -_- Harassed me and I still out CS'd the other team's Teemo... died came back and double killed bottom >.> bad Gragas and Teemo. They surrendered at 30 minutes after the Team Scores were 7 towers, 28 to 4 :P

Testing Scribefire....

2011-01-31T17:52:00.001-08:00

testing 1 2 3

Burnout Paradise Bundle is a Steal

2010-02-12T00:23:00.001-08:00

Every and anybody out there with a PS3 that does not have Burnout Paradise and all of its DLC. GET THE COMPLETE EDITION OFF of PSN for $30. It'll eventually come to the 360 as a DLC bundle pack if Criterion people are to be believed since the DLC pack is for 19.99 right now. It is such a steal. Consider this:
Burnout Paradise: 19.99 Retail, Plus tax and whatnot if bought physically.
Party Pack: 9.99 off PSN or XBL or a part of the "Ultimate Box that wasn't really Ultimate"
Legendary cars: 7.99 off PSN or XBL. -_- Nice cars. Not worth the price separate TBH. like 3-5 bucks each
Time Savers Pack: 4.99 off PSN or XBL. Kinda lame, but you get all the cars from the get go. yay
Toy Cars: 12.99. Nice fun cars to drive :D
Boost Specials: 7.99
Cops and Robbers: 9.99
Big Surf Island: 12.99. OMG THIS IS EPIC.

That's close to 87 bucks. -_- Now think about it... 87-30 = 57. 57 dollars saved. Even then, just taking into account DLC ALONE. The DLC bundle is for 20 bucks, which is the same price as the game. So if you just get he DLC
Add all of them together and what do ya get? 67-20= 47. You're saving 47 bucks still if you have the game without any of the DLC. -_- Kinda feel guilty for not getting any of the DLC beforehand, but glad I waited.

Feeling Under Appreciated

2009-11-22T21:55:00.001-08:00

After all that I've done, I'm still treated like shit?

I do most good deeds out of generosity and to try to help better their lives so I don't really care but after all this I'm still treated like a nobody? I drive them places, I pick them up from places, I help them transport things, I help them get through the bureaucratic mess that is California, I lend them money, I talk with them when they need to vent, I teach them English, I translate for them, I help their kids with homework, I teach them how to do things they have not yet done before, I share my food with them, I fix their computers, I fix their TVs, I set up their equipment, I take them shopping, I help them when they're in need, yet when I'm in need and just ask a simple fucking favor I just get a flat out "No?" What kind of fucking family/ world is this? You can't be doing things expecting something in return, but just a simple compliment, display of gratitude or returning of the favor couldn't be too much to ask? It's like nothing I do makes any progress and I'm just turning out to be that guy that they can rely on without ever considering that person's need. I'm fucking tired.

After all that I've done, I'm still treated like shit? I do most good deeds out of generosity and to try to help better their lives so I don't really care but after all this I'm still treated like a nobody? I drive them places, I pick them up from places, I help them transport things, I help them ... Posted via web from ph15h's posterous

It's True: HD

2009-10-25T07:40:00.000-07:00

After seeing something in HD, watching the Standard Definition version just isn't... satisfying.

If....

2009-10-19T16:19:00.000-07:00

I know she doesn't read English well, or even use the internet well enough to find this post, but if something should happen to me, please redirect *** ***** to a letter I put under my PS3. My family members who I've recently talked to know who she is. Happens to be related to my recurring dream, but until then here's my transcript in English:

If I die, promise me you won't cry. I don't want to make you sad. I don't want to see you sad. I don't want you to be sad at any point in time. A while back, I wanted you to hate me so that you wouldn't feel sad when I die, but I care too much about you to be an asshole that would deliberately make you angry and hate me. Please promise me you won't cry.

Honestly...

2009-08-30T19:03:00.001-07:00

I fucking hate my life. All that "you should be grateful" shit is bullfuckingshit. I honestly couldnt give a fuck. Im going to do what i want to do from now on. Fuck an education. At this point it's all to spite others. If i follow through itll be just to make people mad. Wanna be a lawyer? Just to shut my aunt the fuck up with her illogical bullshit. Wanna be a doctor? Just to prove my dad wrong. Wanna be an engineer? No. Wanna be pharmacist? Just so i can sell drugs legally and corrupt people with the facade that these placebos people are taking actually make a benefit. Business? Get rich for me and only for me. I couldnt give a fuck about the poor in that position. See. I do what i want because i want to. I help people cuz i want to. The second it changes from a voluntary action to an order... fuck that. I really would like to help people but seeing what type of people make up a majority of the people i make a priority i honestly dont want to. They say im lazy but id say its more about a lack of motivation and a conflict of interest than laziness. Same reason I'm a living blasphemy. I believe in a higher force but i say fuck them. If they really exist with all their divination and BULLSHIT why would allow what viruses and diseases and genuinely fake people and genuinely evil people exist. Why would they allow for things that weaken a person spiritually and physically to occur? Unless they're just fucking playing with you. That youre a part of their grand experiment of how much a man could take before they crack and destroy everything: themselves their friends their family the foundation they

arcade stick

2009-04-29T22:52:00.000-07:00

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Summer Project: Arcade Stick

8 buttons + 3 for PS, Start and Select

Seimitsu stick or Sanwa Stick... not sure. Maybe Sanwa since it has the ability to switch gates between 8 and 4.

SixAxiS... for the circuit board. or, just buy an "easy" one.

Wood for the casing.... or again. Buy a plastic one. Might go with plasic.

So at the bare minimum, I'd need a stick, 11 buttons, a PCB, and a case. -_- Great

Stick Range from 11.95-24.95 for me.

Buttons? God knows how much. I don't

-_- That or shell out 99.99 for an HRAP3 and wait for that to come... eventually.

My Perfect Controller

2009-02-16T19:41:00.000-08:00

The Perfect Controller... for this generation... in my opinion.

Essentials

Analog Sticks:
Type: 360 Sticks with a little depression for the thumbs
Placement: 360 Not smack dab in the middle like the PS3's
Material: PS3 A little better grip than the 360s

Buttons (Face):
Type: 360 Curved upward and pops out kinda
Placement: PS3/360 same shit on both controllers anyway
Material: 360+PS3 360's is too smooth and slippery, and PS3's feel too much like the controller

"Bumpers"/Aka Top Forward Buttons:
Type: PS3 Analog
Placement: PS3 Juuuust Right above the face buttons and back a little
Material: PS3 + 360 PS3's too Grippy and the 360's too middly

Directional Pad:
Type: Wii one piece... maybe a little curved at the end like the PS3's (Actually... I'd rather just have the Saturn's's D-pad, but this is THIS generation's controller)
Placement: 360 Between the two analogs
Material: PS3 Nice Grip, but allows for quick movements

IR Sensor: Wii

Motion Sensing:
Type: PS3 It feels more sensitive than the Wii Remote to me

Rumble:
Type: PS3 2 Motors. Force Feedback. Yay? Obviously the Dualshock 3... SIXAXIS doesn't have rumble lol

Triggers:
Type: 360
Material: PS2 What? You didn't know the PS2 was still "this generation?" a little between 2 and 3 actually
Placement: 360

Other...:

MEDIA (PS/X/Home) Button:
Type: PS3 Not Too far out and really slick with one of those holographic stickers that alternate between all 3 systems

Start/Select (+/-)(Start/back):
Button Design: PS3 the > and block thing
Button Makeup: Wii the hard buttons
Button Press: 360 so it depresses like a regular button

Ports: Mini-USB/360's little plug/ "Nintendo Expansion Port" Actually... it'd be really cool if there was something that plugged into the Mini-USB that acted like the Wii's Port or the 360's little plug thing. THAT would be awesome...

Connection: Bluetooth + M$ Proprietary

New Meaning to Life

2009-01-30T01:08:00.001-08:00

I regret nothing of yesterday, embrace today, and have high hopes for tomorrow. I'll reach the heavens and make the world a better place, even if it's the last thing I'll do.

After finishing Gurren Lagann, I've felt more inspired than ever to do what my original goal was: make the world a better place. Although Gurren Lagann was really just over the top action with corny dialogue that actually hit home after you get over the fact that you're watching an Anime, I've come to realize you just have to keep on pushing.

I can't always regret my actions. I did them for a reason, and thinking back they might or might not have been the best decision, but what's done is done. My thoughts and rationale now can't comprehend my mindset and my motives at that point in time and the more I dwell on the subject, the more likely I am to revert. I did it for a reason, regardless of what my intentions were when they occured. I'll make a 10 course dinner out of a lemon if I have to. Letting go of the past is like letting a part inside of you die, but things die for a reason and death is inevitable. Move on.

By embracing today, I'm able to expect the unexpected. Whatever I'm given I just have to deal with it. Yesterday's actions affect today and I have come to accept that. A minute action or offcomment might radically change the course of my day, but it'll just go on to affect tomorrow.

Tomorrow. A day that isn't always promised. Hope drives me to believe that tomorrow will be a better place than today, and hope that I made that change. Blah blah blah. Forget that political rhetoric. I want tomorrow the be better than today. I'll do whatever in my power to fulfill such a goal. If I messed up beyond belief yesterday, I'll attempt to fix it today, if not I'll put my faith in tomorrow that I have made enough progress to ensure such a resolution

Heaven. Heaven is a term used to describe many things. The skies, the place you go when you die, or the place where all conditions make it enjoyable for you. I want to attain all of them. Being grounded on the earth makes life seem bounded. If I was to go beyond the grasps I can define what it is I want to be. Although I am a man of many sins, I have come to terms with the fact that sinning is living and living is to sin. I'm not talking about acts of atrocities, that's just wrong. I'm just saying people will not go their entire life without committing a sin. It is those who acknowledge the fact that they do, and are able to justify their actions that I believe will find a place in their heaven. A place where I find enjoyable is where nobody has life or death struggles, shelter or rain decisions. Although I have not had those events happen to me, I just wish the entire world will be able to experience peace. If children in countries around the world stopped dying, and parents stopped being so lazy in America and letting their children waste off, I honestly think the world will be a better place.

I'll make the world a better place, even if it's the last thing I do, and you can count on that.

I, Khoi D. Pham, hereby start the Initiative for a Better Life. Why isn't it a movement? Movements happen once, revolutions continue around and constantly affect people.

Lie to Me

2009-01-27T11:33:00.000-08:00

Lie to me.

Tell me everything is gonna be alright.

Tell me that nobody gets killed at night

Tell me that the dark will always succumb to the light

Tell me everybody will get along and not fight

Tell me that good food is in every bite

Tell me you can see everything if you have your sight

Tell me I can reach unlimited the height

Tell me I can be as successful as somebody who was born a fraction white.

Tell me life is beautiful... but not quite

Lie to me.

Tell me I can be anything I want to be

Tell me I can go as far as my eye can see

Tell me my roots'll be as strong as those of a tree

Tell me freedom is free

Tell me education is the key

Tell me people don't hate me

Tell me text messages over the limit don't cost a fee

Tell me God's a G.

Tell me some kid wants to aspire to be me

Tell me Palm will kill Apple with their Pre

Tell me it's okay for an Asian Kid to ski

Tell me the PS3 will beat the Wii

Tell me book isn't as good as the movie.

Lie to me...

Tell me the sun's always shining and there's no rain.

Tell me life is without pain

Tell me there's nothing to lose, only things to gain

Tell me little girls in the hood don't ride the train

Tell me it's more profitable to get a 9-5 than it is to sell 'Caine

Tell me George Bush was sane

Tell me all our hopes and dreams aren't going down the drain

Tell me blood don't stain

Tell me the moon don't wane

Tell me people don't say my name in vane

Tell me that everybody knows my name...

Lie to me.

Tell me and let me know that you legitimately care

Tell me you'll always be there

Tell me that your intentions are pure

Tell me you're my pessimism's cure

Tell me I'm not Insecure

Tell me I'm always right

But tell me I'm wrong when I say our environment is a blight

Tell me

Feed me

Give me all your lies

Whether or not you're looking out for me, or trying to hurt me

Lie to me.

Final Fantasy

2009-01-18T10:45:00.000-08:00

So I've been thinking... Final Fantasy is doing its thing, and its spin-offs and branches are doing well and all... but W(here)TF IS OUR NEW FINAL FANTASY: MYSTIC QUEST?

Every other spin-off has been expanded upon. I kno, I kno. It wasn't all that great. But look, if you can screw up SaGa and screw up Mana, how bout trying Mystic Quest? C'mon look at it. I kno I kno that they were originally named some other shit in Japan and it isn't really a spin-off but a different IP but really, let's expand. Also... I doubt Crystal Chronicles or Tactics will have a title change, but it would be akward in a good way if they did. -_- Yes I was bored. Don't mind this bored fanboy.

Addiction

2009-01-17T19:33:00.000-08:00

I think I'm addicted to gambling...

Feel good?

2009-01-13T21:36:00.000-08:00

Hi. I know practically nobody reads this shit... so yeah. My friend told me to "feel good" today, and I think i mighta offended him by brushing it off as an offhand comment.

But honestly... I think "feel good" hurts. -_- I hardly ever "feel good." Physically, emotionally, mentally. Never. Only little light of every day is when I have a nice conversation with a cool person, but even those don't last long because my emo-ness makes me leave and lie down or I talk to people at the most random of times where they're pre-occupied by other things..

So... Never ask me if I'm feeling good, or ask me to feel good. -_-

OMG I'm coppin a tablet the next time I get a Grand

2009-01-12T12:26:00.001-08:00

Dude... I'm Coppin this after I get a job, pay back my debts, and sue UPS.

http://www.wacom.com/cintiq/cintiq-12wx.php

Week 1 Re-Cap

2009-01-08T01:26:00.000-08:00

2009 has been a bad year so far...

1. Depression. It's back. :( Don't know why but 2 days after New Years I get hit with the 3rd hardest depression I've had in my entire life.
2. School. I keep messing up. Show up to the wrong class due to a computer error online and then I can't add into the class I actually wanted.
3. Clothes. I bought stuff online and it shipped... Took a while but it finally came to the local area. What happens when it comes to our local area? It gets delivered to another fucking address. Nowhere to be found. Nowhere near my house, nowhere to be found. Grandmother's house? Nope. Aunt's House? Nope. Unoccupied house people just purchased? Nope. File a lost item? Must wait 24 hours.
4. 1 Resolution broken... No eating after 12. I accidentally ate a Kiss that I had unwrapped during before 10.

Animal Crossing?

2009-01-05T01:24:00.000-08:00

Kay... I don't really rant all that much but when I do, I go crazy. Really. WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH THE HYPE AND OVERALL LOVE for this... crap? Yeah crap, I said it.

I swear to god, how do people enjoy playing this shit? Pick up Second Life or SOMETHING! Atleast that shit is legally free. Really, I tried to like it. I played the Gamecube version, the DS version, tried the Wii Version, I am not impressed. I tried the whole "you don't like it until months into it" thing. I checked back and ran errands for weeks in the DS version and still felt unfulfilled. C'mon really, I hardly want to run errands in real life, why the fuck would I do it as this Nintendo cutified still animal looking only human in the fucking town. Also... FUCK TOM NOOK. Fuck, you, you stupid little racoon that I'd light on fire if I didn't have a conscience or have the ability to distinguish between a game and real life... but then again... This isn't a game. This is a life simulator for people who want to explore their inner beastos and hope to get lucky with the ugly duckling you would hope invite you home for hot coffee after all those mushroom wallpapers you've given her, only to have her kick you out of her house when a certain algorithm tells her to. YOU DO NOTHING. Events in real life are dumbed down and kidified to make you feel that much better.

I hope (and I truly do hope this) that Nintendo originally created this series as a way to make people stop playing games and appreciate their real lives and do real things instead of sitting in front of a TV micromanaging for a chibi thing and helping the town's crappy economy. But now that I see the evil of Nintendo's get rich ways... I think they just wanted to make a game for all the hikis, loners, and the "safe" market. They already go soccer mom's with the "Wii" line of games. And they got the I wish "I was skinnier" demographics with Wii Fit. So... Animal Crossing finishes their Triforce of non-gaming goodness. Really, Wii games are fun, but what part of Animal Crossing is fun for people who go outside? You feel better being an entrepeneur? For fuck's sake. Put that towards lives. You'll be making more money than you did bells if you start selling your Wii Speak bundles online before the production rate catches up with the demand.

Really. I hate Animal Crossing. I tried, I honestly tried, but now I'm honestly trying to stop myself from purchasing any other Nintendo Game that doesn't have a Triforce, Shroom, or a Ball with a thunderbolt through it. Really Nintendo. If Animal Crossing is hardcore *cringe* (I hate that word), then by golly fucc the hard core.

New Years Resoultions

2009-01-01T00:05:00.000-08:00

-be a better person. I say this every year but this year I have a good feeling about it.
-get a job... I have to stop being lazy
-get a girlfriend... need motivation for the rest of life
-pay back billz... i gots plenty
-find myself
-be more decisive. many nights were left empty due to lack of decisions
-be more proactive. i need to take more initiatives
-stop eating after 12. unless i'm out, i gotta stop eating after midnight. it makes me fatter and lazier
-lose weight! :o >.> My goal is 5 lbs a month. I wanna be 180ish by June. Do the math
-work out! I wanna get me some more muscles
-Stop... Yeah. :p
-Stop... that too. :D
-Start... XD
-INVEST IN STOCKS!!!

Early Resolutionz

2008-12-18T22:00:00.000-08:00

Naruto: Ultimate Ninja Storm will be the LAST game I buy until Street Fighter IV: Collector's Edition or X-Blades: Royal Edition, in February 2009. Until either one of those games are released, I will not buy another video game, for ANY system: Wii, PS3, NDS, iPod, PC, whatever. I'm not gonna buy any game until one of those are released. Reason why?

I'm taking my cousin's advice and buying stocks. It's true, in this economy, people lose faith, but honestly? With all these bailouts, you gotta be a fool to not think shit's going back up. The auto companies are going piss poor pissing themselves. The average person thinks bailing out the auto companies isn't good but they have no idea what the fuck will happen should they fail. Our company would fuck up even more and we'll have even more unemployed people. Whatever. Just put 20 bucks in on a failing auto company like Ford and GM which all these overly xenophobic intolerants will buy but bitch about . They'll be back :P

Also... I got another proposition.

And the Winner of this Video Game Generation is...

2008-12-17T13:20:00.000-08:00

Capcom. They're going hard on all consoles. They producing top quality games (most of the time... I'll let Chop Til You Drop slide) for all the consoles. With an amazing line up for 2009, I'd have to say 2009 is the year of Capcom, and all consoles benefit from it. :P

I'm Thankful...

2008-11-27T22:28:00.000-08:00

I'm Thankful for the family that I have, that love me through all my wrongdoings, stupid decisions and insignificant actions. Ones that help me through my adversities, even if our opinions consist of diversities.
I am also thankful for the friends that I keep. Friends that believe in me, what I say, and have faith in what I do. Those that have supported me throughout my life and those who always helped me through the tough times.

For that, I am thankful. I wish I was a better and stronger person so I could fulfill those positions for those within my family and close friends, but I fear I am not capable at this point in time. I'm thankful that they helped me set my goals on who I should be. I love my friends, my family, and everyone else in the world.

Except the haters. You niggaz could suck a dick

O BA MA

2008-11-04T21:30:00.000-08:00

This Speech was about you, the voter. Obama didn't really do an inaugural speach. He made a speech for the people. He shared the burden, because that is what it really is. He gave us a chance for change, he didn't ensure it, but he also promised it. Promised he would do his best with our aid to rehabilitate our ailing country. Where hatred is at its all time high... Where the cost of living out is higher than the cost of living. Where people distrust their officials because they have done nothing for them as of late... Where people, would rather keep their money and horde it, rather than help their fellow citizens. Together we can. Yes we can.

I voted for the first town.

And uh... my policy for the haters. YOU TOUCH HIM, WE RIDE. If anything should happen to him, make sure you know what you're getting into. Make sure you don't love your family because the sadness your bring about this country will be tenfold on your family. K thx.

No More Heroes OST

2008-11-02T07:09:00.000-08:00

I happened along this little Gem. All I could say... Awesome OST. Weird... but it's NMH. I loved the game, wouldn't spend 80 for importing a damn soundtrack then one day. Voila! Overall, I'd say as Soundtracks go... an 8.3/10

A good portion of them are just snips... Like opening a door. Or leaving a room. Those are fine but really? Some of the songs are hit or miss for me. The Notably good one is N.M.H. the main theme for the game. =/ Now to find that remix album

I Love you Sony

2008-10-09T18:18:00.000-07:00

So yeah... My DualShock 3 Came back. :D Well, I think. I think it's a new one or mine repackaged in a box. I might have to check the serials and shit... But hopefully its a new one. -_- Time to find some scissors. -_- Unless of course, I wait until I take pictures of the condition I received the DS3 in...

Damnit Sony... WORK

2008-09-10T17:04:00.000-07:00

Damnit Sony. I haven't played my PS3 in a while and when I pull the DS3 outta my file cabinet, lo and behold? It doesn't work. I plug it into to my PS3, no response. Plug it into my Laptop, doesn't respond. Plugged it into my iPod charger, no response. So I'm sitting here mashing the damn PS button to see if anything lights and voila! my ps3 turns on. I insert Burnout and then half-way through a race, the controller dies, my car stops, the race ends (cuz if you aren't moving it terminates) then I'm stuck with a screen of a Japanese looking car getting pummeled by horrible drivers then the classical music cuts in. -_- My Controller failed. I mash the PS button again hoping for a response then close to 2 minutes later, it reconnects. I press the PS button to see the actual charge level. Battery Full. -_- While its still on I was like hey, lemme just connect the USB cable to the PS3 and let's see if it still says full. Charge Complete. I was feeling kinda happy, unplugged the cable then BLAM, shit dies again. Stuck on the In-Game XMB I get that little notification shit saying I have no controllers... Like no shit?

So I contact Sony In Warranty Service and they say they can't describe my problem, leaving me an email with a Costumer Service Number and a Service number to cite when I finally talk to a representative. I call... when I FINALLY get to a damn prompt there's nothing specifically for the Dualshock 3, so I just go with the PS3 option. Just when I think I'm making progress, I get a friggin commercial about GT5: Prologue playing on my ear. -_- Nice marketing Sony... Nice Marketing. Hmmm.... Again no Dualshock 3 option, so I go with the SIXAXIS, telling me to do things I obviously can't do if my controller doesn't even turn on. Press the pin? Nuh Uh. No response. Plug in the Wire? Nuh Uh... No Response. Move to a static free area? -_- makes no difference if the controller ain't even on.... Finally I get a: talk to customer service prompt, then I get hung up on... Well more of a disconnect than anything else but still.. -_- I dial again trying to reach the same prompt then BLAM, disconnected again. WTF IS WRONG WITH THIS SHIT. I'm gonnna send another email request. This Controller has been used less than 15 times. 5 times for MGS4 (Quickness I kno I kno... I paused after an act except between 2 and 3... and stopped before Ray fight and Ocelot fight) then 6 times for Assassin's Creed, one for each memory block except the 1st two. Then I buy Burnout? Blam no workie. Had to use my friend's Sixaxis until I was like lemme just ask Sony. Now I'm screwed cuz nothing is helping.

DAMNIT

Digsby

2008-08-19T16:41:00.000-07:00

Been using Digsby as an alternative for AIM by itself or Meebo.
:D Really useful stuff. It's a useful tool to save some memory and desktop space, it wastes some memory (Contradictory ain't it) but it works well. :D I bascially use it for AIM, MSN and sometimes YIM. I'm lovin it :D

Check it out at digsby.com

This Emoness' gone too far

2008-08-18T22:07:00.000-07:00

I've been having these pangs in my back, stomach, neck (I decided its the neck since I don't know what to call that middle area between the neck and shoulder) and sometimes head whenever I get depressed. -_- I think I need help but I have nobody to ask and don't know who to talk to and how. Fack.

Whaaaaah?

2008-08-18T10:12:00.000-07:00

-_- I think I just lost nerd-faith in G4. Who the fuck says Darth Maul is the Greatest Sith?

Aimo

2008-08-13T16:55:00.000-07:00

Megumi Nakajima - Aimo

The song I'm currently in love with is the ending theme for Macross Frontier. Gawd that song is awesome. It just feels so melodious and calming and... nice. Everybody should peep this song. It's on youtube by some random uploaders. =P

Hmm...

2008-08-11T22:12:00.000-07:00

"I want to give up on life because my expectations of myself are not accustomed to how I live. My choices of late disappoint myself and my family and my friends, but I never did give a fuck what my family said. It's only when they all coincided did I realize I fucked up so badly I can't fix it."

Sucks...

Emo...

2008-08-11T10:40:00.000-07:00

FUCK I'm emo again. Why??? Dunno. It's like after I do something fun, out of the usual, or something I actually wanted to do as opposed to something my family expected of me, I come home and get like this... I think I need to run away or SOMETHING. I must get away, but I can't because all this conditioning and slave labor has made me lose my will and cut my ties from society. My life is fucked up... literally. Gaah

Still... being... emo

2008-08-06T20:18:00.000-07:00

omfg why am I still so down. -_- Haven't touched the ps3 since sunday. Haven't touched the DS since monday. I've been eating, well cuz my stomach wakes people up apparently. Haven't touched my Wii in weeks. Haven't read anything good. Only thing I use my computer for is anime. WHICH I HAVENT WATCHED IN FOREVER. Daily show and Colbert report aren't even as entertaining as before. -_- so sad. so sad. I keep writing inchorently. My poems are the only thing I write that do make sense, even then they're too boring and all on the same stupid subject.

i think im ready. for what? who knows...

guess i'm going to jog. bye world

Untitled

2008-08-01T22:00:00.000-07:00

By the time you read this you'll probably forget my face.
Probably forget how you even know me in the first place.
Funny thing is: I probably never stopped thinking of you.
Well not, literally, but the essence is true.
I wanna make up excuses, but I'll admit I was just too shy,
Even now, I'm damn foolish for letting you go by.
Can't say "got away", 'cause I never "had" you in the first place.
But this smile's for you, just in case.
Practically missed my chance,
And the cans are greatly outnumbered my can'ts.
My options are limited,
Opposite of the sweet words I could use to describe you, unlimited
I know you don't know me well,
And we didn't talk long enough to tell
But... I think you're swell.
Sorry, I said that for the sake of a rhyme.
I should honestly just say what's on the top of my mind.
You're one of a kind.
Cuteness on a higher level that'll eclipse the divine.
Smile so bright you shine.
Kind of girl that makes you wanna pull out a pen and rhyme.
All this kid can do is hope,
Because writing a poem for you is how I cope.
Write a poem, send it to her home
and hope she smiles when she reads it alone.

-Anonymous...

well u guys know who wrote this, but for the sake of the hell of it. I'm anonymous :P

Earthquake

2008-07-29T14:57:00.000-07:00

damnit. an earthquake hit a couple hours ago.

Shit shook the house, I thought it was a bomb. Kinda woke me up from this depression. Didn't get me eating or doing much else though. Brushed my teeth and got back into bed. Damn, wtf is going on with me.

WTF is wrong with me today

2008-07-29T09:01:00.000-07:00

I don't feel like eating. I'm a FATASS for god's sake. I eat every chance I can.

I don't feel like playing games. I just bought a game system and some games and I can't even seem interested in playing them?

I don't feel like leaving the house... what else am I going to do on a summer Tuesday?

I don't feel like shutting up Fanboys, Stans and Trolls on forums. I'm an asshole! It's what I do.

I don't feel like reading. Reading an activity I enjoy doing. I don't even wanna read a manga.

I don't feel like drawing. I draw atleast a sketch every day, or a photoshop project a day.

I don't feel like joyriding. I used to try and drive down PCH as fast as I could while swerving around cars... Now, I don't even wanna get in a car.

I don't feel like "lol"ing after every statement. Other than the Ellipses, there is little that I do often.

I don't feel like watching TV. Damnit, I love Discovery, History, Food, Comedy, Cartoon Network, ESPN, CNN, Fox News, CSPAN, Nickelodeon, USA, FX, MTV2, and G4.

I don't feel the need to get out of bed.

I'm not even turned on by breasts in Soul Calibur 4.

I don't feel like listening to music. I usually listen to music 20/7. Now I don't even wanna open up iTunes or Windows Media Player or Winamp. Damnit.

I don't feel like messing with Fruity Loops. There's a beat in my head, I just don't want to hear it. Again.

I don't feel like watching anime! 200\GB and I don't even wanna watch 1 30 minute episode. wtf

I don't feel like using the computer... I'm only using it because nothing else can keep me occupied.

I'm starting to think life is worthless. Coming from the guy who said a year and a half ago, "Life is the greatest thing that ever happened." Damn...

I'm losing my sense of identity.

Although it contrasts my mood, I just wanna sing. Sing a specific song. Sing something I ain't gonna say 'cause it's hella retarded to sing it now. Just know it's a song by the Temptations.

WTF IS WRONG WITH ME TODAY

I kinda...

2008-07-27T20:08:00.000-07:00

I'm kind of tired of life. I don't want to live any more. I'm not crazy and suicidal, but if anything happens to me, I just want to die. Killing yourself is pathetic... I can't take this bullshit right now. I just wanna end this.

Avatar Series Finale

2008-07-19T19:04:00.001-07:00

I honestly believe they made the first portion of Season 3, corny, cliche filled (anime and western cartoon cliched) just to make the finale that. much. better.

In one word I'd describe it as: awesome. Action packed, fanservice filled, and emotional. Great displays of bending and human nature. I just wish it didn't remind me so much of DBZ... The Flying, the Fireballs then Random stone pillars and the beams of light. All in all, it was great. Probably going to buy the final season and pick up the full series again, if it were to come to boxset. :P

Gripes: Not much. I just want to know why we didn't see Ursa, even though Zuko questioned him about it... Woulda gave the story that much more closure... :| Oh well, one more complain is, I WANT MORE. But then again, good stories know when to end and all things must come to an end. Thank you for the great show

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-_- Onto my Dark Avatar comics :P... Imagine if Avatar was that much more badass. Using people you just killed and blood bending them to replicate their forms of bending. Wouldn't that be awesome? :D And using the water inside people to make them explode or using the water in the air to form shards out of nowhere. Or, using the dust and dirt in the air to do some Gaara type badassidry to people? Gawd... I could go on, but I just wish my artisitic skills could match my vision.

-_- I'll change the name and shit so I don't get hit with a IP lawsuit.

My E3 Wishlist... :(

2008-07-17T13:15:00.000-07:00

What did I want from E3? A lot... But Damn, in this day and age, you expect much a lot. -_- I guess I'm just that demanding.

My Wishlist... :( Ranked... or not. I just scribbled it down.

Golden Sun 3 Damn... how long has it been since I've played Golden sun? A very long time that's how long. :P
Kingdom Hearts :| Wii? PS3? PSP? DS? C'mon Square announce something except your susceptibility to money.
Zone of the Enders 3 :| C'mon Hideo, you're done with MGS, let's show some love for your other franchises... Just Like
Boktai! Lunar Knights was alright, but I liked the boktais even more... not just because of sensors either.
Metal Gear on the DS or the Wii don't know why... I just want one.
Legend of Dragoon 2 Omg... Sony, you just had to make a great game then forget about it. I want another.
Something From Nintendo that ISN'T a Damn Accessory. enough said... (Starfox...)
Some Tales of News... That was before I remembered Namco isn't an E3 thing...
Suikoden, Dragoon PSN releases.
New Suikoden
Front Mission. new one
Gunstar Heroes/Mischief Makers/ Silhouette Mirage.
Megaman Legends Sequel?
Power Stones?
PSP games to be Played the Ps3 I would have loved this... I really don't want to buy a psp, when I know I'd rather play the good ones on a TV. CoO. MPO. Patapon. :| C'mon Sony. Call the PSP dead and just wait until PSP2. one with a HDD and more games. Multimedia is great but games should be the focal point of a game system.

U know your computer sucks when...

2008-06-25T15:38:00.000-07:00

It can’t even fucking run Linux. I’m sorry, I have no way to save your computer. Don’t ask for Vista any more. Don’t even ask for XP or 2000. Damn this shit is slow. Just buy a new computer.

- Ph15h… the computer helper

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Song To Peep

2008-06-05T15:14:00.000-07:00

Nas- Black President

Hook By Tupac Shakur.

=D I’m Feeling it, are you?

Fighting Ignorance and Intolerance til Infinity

2008-06-04T17:23:00.001-07:00

All my life (more recently than ever) I have stood on my point. My life long battle is against what I feel are the two most dangerous hindrances to society:

Intolerance and Ignorance

Those who cannot cope with change cling to what “feels right” and what is “denoted in the bible”. Bitch, just because you use big words doesn’t mean that you are more correct. Learn to change, because life is changing.

Intolerance is defined as an attitude of not accepting or respecting different opinions, practices, or people. I guess I could say I’m intolerant, but then again, I’m only intolerant to ignorance and other forms of biasness and outright stupidity. Sorry. I can’t roll with that.

Ignorance is defined as the state of not knowing. Ignorance occurs when those who can benefit from knowledge are unwilling or unable to find or assimilate the knowledge. The flip side of ignorance is having knowledge and not having any way of sharing that knowledge. Damn, that’s the epitome of ********. She’s so fucking stupid and won’t even acknowledge that the facts are out there.

And, now I have finally come to terms with my life. The only way and means of eradicating ignorance is to become a public figure and preach. No, not preach in an “evangelical I believe in God’s will” type of way, but preach as in spreading alternatives and advancing means of information. =/ The person that has the biggest effect on the public is either a star, or the president. Well, in most cases. This reaffirms my goal of being president and I hope one day it’ll come true. Well, until then, I’m going to be the same asshole that’ll correct you every chance I get and that lazy fuck that won’t get active until he gets into a good school.

:( That’s me. I’m sad to admit it, but that’s what I’ll be and I’m going to follow my dreams

FUCK YOUR IGNORANCE.

Test Post

2008-06-02T21:40:00.000-07:00

Blah Blah Blah?

Blah blah. :(

I need 600 dollars by June!!!

2008-05-20T13:01:00.000-07:00

Damnit. I need a job. Well, I just need to make 600 by that point in time.

I want the 80GB Metal Gear Solid 4 bundle god damn it! Me needs it. That's probably the only way I'd buy a PS3. fuck, why'd I have to spend money on school. Shit, I coulda been happily waiting for the bundle now... Nooo. Man, fuck school. I need money

Re-Vamp

2008-05-17T23:03:00.000-07:00

So… I noticed how empty this blog got and how people hardly read it anymore. I’ve decided to do a re-vamp. Starting to tag posts, add banners to the top, have actual meanings to whatever the fuck I do, and yeah.

Suggested Tags:

Anime to Peep (Anime I’m watching or planning to watch.)

Music to Peep (Music I’ve been bumping lately or what’s new and hot.)

Poetry (Yeah… I still write poems, just not as much)

Art (Links to my Deviant Art significant updates

Quotables (Stupid shit or meaningful shit people say)

ph15h (Whatever I have to say on random days.)

Updates (Major updates. Blog-wise or life-wise.)

My Gripes (What I really hate and give a critique about it.)

I’ll think of whatever next time I post…

I’m still deciding on colors. Lol. I might just make everything White. Put dark gray outlining along page. My Haruhi ph15h banner up top. Titles will be sky blue. Not baby blue, cuz it’ll contrast too much.

This is not a warez blog so don’t expect links for uploaded music, anime or movies… unless of course I made it myself ^-^… That probably cut my page views in half L

What makes me me.

2008-05-17T01:34:00.000-07:00

I see the big picture.

I go with the flow.

I rather succeed than go for dreams that are impossible.

I am an objective thinker.

I am reasonable.

I see life as it is.

I a master of procrastination.

I choose morals over laws.

I am indecisive.

I correct people, with a passion.

I choose accuracy over sympathy.

I am revolutionary… kinda.

I focus on the issues and not the people.

I am random.

I am spontaneous.

I am brief and to the point. Well except with certain people that are actually fun to talk to.

I make decisions and stick to them. (Lot of trouble that’s brought me…)

I like new things.

I use my head to think, not my heart or my dick.

I am impartial.

I am a realist.

I am me, and me his him. Him being Khoi, and I being ph15h.

Smh

2008-05-13T12:40:00.001-07:00

U a punk u a bitch,
U a hater u a snitch
Sell out, bitch fall back,
Cuz we know ur style stay wack.
Your dad gave you paper,
Still ain't hit, so you decided to rape her
I condemn sexual assault,
N I know it ain't her fault.
You just a lonely sex deprived child,
Better stick to watchin girls gone wild.
Cuz when I catch you, you gonna pay
So live your life like it was your last day.
Payback's a bitch,
But you would know... being a son of one.

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Khoi Pham

Office/Contact Hours:

Mondays Through Thursdays 9am - 8pm | Fridays 10am – 2pm

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BADASS Iron Man Trailer

2008-04-30T13:49:00.000-07:00

Can't wait for this shit. Shit looks tight. Iron Man...

Nintendo Collection

2008-04-24T00:01:00.000-07:00

Home:

SNES + 3 Nintendo OEM Controllers (lost a few...) + 1 Extra AC adapter (Or was it DC...)

N64 + 4 Extra OEM Controllers + 1 Extra Rumble Pack + RAM Expansion Pack + Memory Card + Extra Pokémon Gameboy Reader + Microphone

GameCube + 1 Extra OEM GC Controller +251 Memory Card + 1019 Memory Card+ Broadband Adapter + Wavebird + Gameboy Player + Gameboy Advance Wires .

Wii + 1 Extra OEM Wii Remote + 1 Extra OEM Nunchuk + 1 OEM Wii Zapper + 1 OEM Classic Controller. (Lucky they didn’t make me buy memory cards, wires or adapters.)

Portable

Game Boy Color + Game Boy Printer + OEM Link Cable.

Game Boy Advance + OEM Link Cable + E-Reader + Wireless Adapter + GameCube Connector

Nintendo DS Lite+ Extra OEM Charger + Rumble Pack + Opera Web Browser + Nintendo Wi-Fi USB Connector (Damn you WPA) + Nintendo Ram Pack (Came with Browser but w.e.)

That's not even including games yet. Nintendo better give us American fans Club Nintendo. I want my appreciation peeps. All of them were NINTENDO BRANDED OFFICIAL Stuff. Where is my diverging? SUPPORT YOUR FANS NINTENDO.

My Gripes: Los Angeles City

2008-04-14T23:28:00.000-07:00

Make Note, although I live in Los Angeles County, I am not a resident of Los Angeles City.

Today Villaraigosa (The Mayor of Los Angeles) announced a new plan to “fight crime” and “improve transportation.” The Plan would require a huge budget to implement. $24 Million dollars would go to prevent/Fight Gangs. Uh… Right. You can’t stop or fight a gang that is practically a culture now. With 50k+ (I tried to pick a low number that can get a + next to it ) gang members in Los Angeles, you think you can fight them by putting money into the hands of training new police officers that probably know nothing about the people they are trying to “enforce regulations” upon. They’re going to come in with the same exact attitude that the police have been having since the Days that gang injunction just came out… With money comes corruption… Rampart!

Okay, okay. Maybe I complain too much… But what’s this? You guys don’t have enough money? Where’s that money coming from Villaraigosa?

Drum roll please?

That’s right! Increasing fees, and laying off employees. How many, you say? Well, $24 million plus how much of a budget crisis they are already in, that means they’ll have to lay off a shitload of people. Approximately 767 according the mayor of Los Angeles. So, umm… Lemme get this straight. You’re trying to prevent crime. You’re trying to protect your citizens and your townsfolk, yet your getting rid of their jobs that they’ve worked so hard for and strived to stay away from the gang life to accomplish this. Wow, man, wow. What are they going to do with their experience and education tailored to fit the roles that they hold for the time being? You expect them to look for other bureaucratic jobs elsewhere… Right? Well, if that many people leave Los Angeles City, who’s going to pay for your tax hikes? So, you’d sacrifice citizens of your city, just for the sake of a better image of a lower gang population? That’s not helping your people.

Okay, so what if some decide to stay? Where are they going to get money to pay for your taxes and your increased trash removal fees (I laughed when he said those increased.) Oh, I don’t know. Either A) Start from the bottom of a new job getting paid less than you used to and having to adjust lifestyles, a possible move or Long Commute (know why I’m Laughing… look down below for my Transportation spiel)

B) Go back to school, so you can get a Different job, a higher paying job, or position back at the city that didn’t get laid off, Having to pay for education in addition to the new taxes then paying back more in Loans that you couldn’t afford or

C) Join a gang because it is easily accessible, very profitable and of course, YOU AIN’T GOTTA PAY TAXES.

So, Villaraigosa, instead of funding your deficit and gang prevention, your creating more of a deficit, and increasing the gang population. “Long term improvements.” I highly you’ll run for multiple re-elections after this. So basically, you’re putting out your flawed plan just to satisfy the masses on the front. You honestly think people care about the future (aka Children)? Half of them could care less what happens to these lil buggers. They want change now and for them without having to sacrifice. “No victory without sacrifice” is what I believe Optimus Prime said… But that’s just a movie. You know we’re all greedy people that could care less. Oh, and those Cops? I doubt many people that get laid off would apply for a job as a police officer and also an increase of Police officers will just aggrandize gang activity. If after the increase in Cops and there’s no change, they’ll do it bigger when that budget runs out because they know they can. Few people actually trust the police now, so it’s basically the citizens thinking it’s a threat to them.

Transportation/Transit. Lol? A subway from the City to the Sea? Wow. How many people do you think have time to wait in line for a subway to take them to the beach? Going to the beach is about leisure. Acting and having fun on Your Free Will. You gotta wait for the Next Subway. The over crowdedness of the convenience and you’ve got less leisure. You can’t change into your civvies so you’re wearing you’re shorts/bikini. Aside from that, having bathing suits, being wet, carrying a load of stuff and personal hygiene? It’s just more efficient to drive yourself. People have less free-time than you may think. They’re working to pay for your new taxes (lol… irony) and still paying bills. People are getting fat, ‘cause so many new jobs have you sitting at a friggin desk. Alright, if you make a subway, it would lessen congestion on the freeway, but which free way exactly? The 10. Nobody drives from LA to Hermosa, Manhattan or Redondo (Laguna and Huntington are Orange County… Doubt they’d make a subway there) just to go to the beach. Most likely, it’ll be Santa Monica. The 10 Free Way has traffic, but not on the Level of the 405, and the 110. So, less of less is still less? Yay! You know math, but it ain’t proportionally effective. What’s this you say? It’ll take a very long time and it’ll be very expensive? Doubt you’ll see the repercussions.

Eh… That’s my Spiel.

Ending Comment:

“For Every dollar of new revenue, there’ll be $1.50 in tax cuts.”

Is it just me, or are you losing money that way. So, you’re putting us in more of a deficit in order to appease the people that love the word Tax cut and didn’t notice the statement before hand? Okay… I might not be an Official yet, but luckily I ain’t officially misguided.

“The Role of Government is public safety.”

Me: “No It ain’t, Government is to protect your property. Fuck is you smoking?

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No Title

2008-04-13T04:31:00.000-07:00

There’s somewhere that I want to be.

Not necessarily just you and me,

But somewhere we can be… happy.

Somewhere we’ll be at peace,

No bickering to say the least.

Where the moon illuminates the dark,

And the light of the sun hits its mark.

Where an, “I love you,” is unconditional,

And “You’re the one” means, “You’re the one.”

Can’t shake this feeling that it’s possible.

Make our my dreams into a reality.

But I guess it’s just my dream…

Nothing lasts forever…Does it, bitch?

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Khoi Pham

Prolly add this to that other poem I did… without the emo ending.

INSOMNIA

It's Malfunctioning.

2008-04-04T19:11:00.000-07:00

LEARN FROM ME. DO NOT LEAVE A LAPTOP ON for 3 Consecutive weeks…

Shit's Funny

2008-04-02T09:38:00.000-07:00

“Nigga, I hate you.”

“Oh, Really?

“Don’t trip, Khoi, I hate you for the right reasons.”

“There’s a right and a wrong reason to hate people?”

“Yeah there is. Alright then. Khoi, you like the smartest nigga I know, but you lazy as fuck. While we struggle in class you just half ass shit and manage to pass. You know for a fact you coulda done better, but your lazy ass is still at El Camino. You know people would do anything to be as smart as you, yet you sittin there wasting that shit. You coulda went to MIT, my nig.”

“I hate math and science.”
“Nigga, you know what I meant. You coulda went to Harvard or some white school, but your lazy ass is just sittin down and half assin shit. You had potential. You know how much of a slap in the face it was for your friends and your teachers to see you just start slackin off? Shit.”

“Your point is?”

“I hate you ‘cause your bitch ass doesn’t want to do anything with your life. You lazy as fuck. If I coulda had half the knowledge that you got I could be set.”

“Naw, I’m just a stupid kid. That’s it. I’m not gonna be anything or do anything with my life because I can’t.”

“C’mon, man. You got like the highest SAT score I know…”
“Actually, I could have done better but I didn’t do any problems that had to read passages. And I didn’t do any math problem that took longer than 2 lines of work. And I bullshitted the essay.”

“See, you just provin my point. You ain’t doin anything with your life. You coulda got a perfect score.”
“Nah. I couldn’t.”

“Why am I still talkin to you? Fuck, you make me mad. Just know this, man. You’re wasting something that a lot of other people want. Think of your life as a privilege and it’s your duty to do something with it.”

“Is that right…?”

“Peace out, bitch. Only got 10 minutes left on the meter.”

“Peace.”

I guess he summed me up. =/ I am too lazy.

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Sonic The Hedgehog

2008-03-31T12:55:00.000-07:00

I Just noticed… Although I’ve owned every Nintendo Console since the SNES and every portable (not every remake, though), I’ve always been more of a Sonic Fan than I’ve been a Mario fan. The only Sega system I’ve owned was a Game Gear and had borrowed a Sega Dreamcast for some time. =/ Why do I love Sonic More than I do Mario? One word: Atmosphere. It was just more fun to play and It felt more alive. No matter how great people say Mario was, it wasn’t as alive as Sonic was. Bright colors, diverse areas, great music, and most of all speed. It was just… Sonic-like. I can’t say that Mario is horrible, I just say that I like Sonic More than Mario. =/ Long live Sonic and don’t make another crap shit like Sonic the Hedgehog for the ps3 and 360. More like Sonic and the Seven Rings, but more precise and even faster :p

And that was my Video Game Exposition for the week.

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Need to copy n paste something

2008-03-26T23:14:00.000-07:00

[SIZE="1"][FONT="Comic Sans MS"]Ph15h's Rules to Fanboyism

1. It's fanboyish to think ANY game is perfect.

2. It's fanboyish to have an improbable list of improvements.

3. It's fanboyish to love a game before even touching it.

4. It's fanboyish to say a game is G.O.A.T and then retract that statement when a next installment comes out improving on all the shortcomings and misses in their perfect game.

Improvements are good, but people have this "perfect game" in mind that they don't like to taint with the idea is might be flawed. You fanboys, get over it and accept THERE IS ALWAYS ROOM FOR IMPROVEMENT.[/FONT][/SIZE]

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Khoi Pham

Office/Contact Hours:

Mondays Through Thursdays 9am - 8pm | Fridays 10am – 2pm

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Although it doesn't mean much now...

2008-03-26T22:14:00.000-07:00

I hereby denounce and disown these following family members:

Tanya Pham

Lee Nguyen

Gai Vuong

For reasons of Ignorance, distrust, senility, naivety, or flat out stupidity.

I know it doesn’t mean much now, but if I ever made something of myself. They did not contribute or was involved in any way shape of form.

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I DON’T GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE.

My Thoughts for 31908

2008-03-19T10:37:00.000-07:00

Simplicity is the true complexity for Differentiation.

There. I said it!

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My Thoughts and Views...

2008-03-17T12:40:00.000-07:00

Uh… Since I’m in the essay writing mood with that Poli Sci Essay boring me. I thought I’d defend by theories.

Tuesday: I’m an atheist god damn it.

Wednesday: Respect

Thursday: Video Games.

Friday: Hip-Hop

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Thoughts of the Day for 31508

2008-03-14T21:02:00.001-07:00

I’m doing it a little earlier today ‘cause I’m bout to head out…

“Live life without regrets and don’t dwell on the past, or the present will become the past and you’ll regret the time that has passed.”

-ph15h

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Candid Quotations pt 2

2008-03-12T12:01:00.000-07:00

F: “Man, this nigga keeps saying nigga. Only blacks and Asians should be able to say Nigga.”

K: “What the fuck? Why Asians?”

F: “You never know if Nee- GA means something in Asian.”

K: “Asian ain’t a language.”

F: “Nigga, you know what I meant.”

Old ass conversation while chillen.

E: “Man, Hilary ain’t gonna end this war.”

K: “Of course not, she’s a woman. They don’t know how to pull out.”

P: Ouch.

E: “To be perfectly fair, they don’t put it in, in the first place.”

K: “But they always tell you where and when to put it…”

E: “*Laughs* You acting stupid today.”

K: “It’s boredom.”

When dude and his cousin was waiting for his car to be fixed…

K: I dropped all my classes except for one.

M: What the fuck were you thinking?

K: I don’t know… English and Physics bored me.

M: Dog, you need those to transfer.

K: I’ll take them someday.

M: Nigga, so you taking one class and wasted 34 on a parking permit.

K: Yea.

M: I thought you were smart, fuck is you smoking.

K: I don’t smoke.

M: It’s a figure of speech.

Waiting for his 360 to get back from Microsoft one day.

Super Smash Bros BRAWL!!!

2008-03-10T20:44:00.000-07:00

Holy Cow Guys… I’ve been playing way too much. In 3 minutes I’m going to have unlocked every friggin character. Holy shit this thing is epic… brb for my gripes, pains, and honors.

Kay.

Good

+ Fun

+ Epic 30+ Characters

+SSE( but… down in -)

+ SONIC!!!

+WFC

+New Pace.. a little slower but w.e

+Great Music. I own the Super Smash Bros Melee Music, I love the classic stuff yo.

+Stages are great and different.

+Masterpieces… I saw the golden age

+ Stage builder (but…)

Bad

-SSE is lacking. Felt like a plat former that tried too hard and burned itself with its hype. Kinda like Icarus (the Greek one guys)

-Could have done more with characters. I’m looking at YOU landmaster.

-I Don’t care if they were clones, I want all the old characters back. Also I wanted Megaman goddamit.

-Repetitive… but what games aren’t?

- No Wiimote for menus… that could have been cool.

-Elevator Music. OMG>

-I would liked a more in-depth stage builder. More things. Movable backgrounds. Setting up hazards. Water

-How much can I tell you I hate Friend Codes?

All that said and done. Good Game. Love it. Kinda. No Game-o. Fun game. Beat it kinda quick, now its empty L. Oh well. Time to get all trophies… SIKE!!!

ph15h was here

Thought of the Day 398

2008-03-08T23:57:00.001-08:00

No Time to think… must get smash bros. brawl. OMG. Must. I must. I must. I wish I had Preordered from Amazon… People were getting them TODAY!!!. Shit… My thought: Not everything lives up to hype, but hype isn’t really needed to sell a great game.

ph15h was here

Schizo[beta] oops

2008-03-08T13:47:00.000-08:00

I'm a faded schizo, y'all niggaz alreaDy kno

I talk highly of myself to myself bout myself,

I even count my paper, all by myself.

Makin that money, all by myself

Now, now, I'm the only person to thank for my wealth.

Of course, the people that gave me support and praise

the haters that protruded in my ways.

*Why them?*

Because, now I got something to compare myself to.

Next time you act like you the shit, ima ask,

Who the fuck are you?

"I keep talkin to myself I don't know....

Why I'm doin these things"

ph15h was here

Thought of the Day 288

2008-03-08T10:22:00.000-08:00

I rarely think…. Thinking before acting stops you from acting on impulse. Acting on impulse, while sometimes yielding adverse effects, helps you find out who you really are. Why lie to yourself, to benefit others?

ph15h da philosipher

Candid Quotations

2008-03-05T20:01:00.000-08:00

“I like playing football with Girls. I let them tackle me and they be all over me. Don’t matter if I don’t score on the field.”

After a discussion about intramural sports.

“Man, shit’s crazy. Niggas shootin’ at you and shit. Fuck, shit’s crazy. Shit’s hot as fuck out there though. Shit’s crazy.”

After asking a friend how Iraq is.

“Damn man, them people were like… Like kids in a tree house. I ain’t never seen a couple of guys look at porno together. Shit was disturbing.”

Don’t even know why that person brought it up…

And those, are my candid quotations of the people that felt the need to say stupid things. I paraphrased the second guy… Too many “shit, mans” and “really thoughs.”

My Thoughts on Mars...

2008-03-05T17:25:00.000-08:00

How to make life habitable… Easy.

These ideas are mine and mine alone. Don’t bite them, don’t redistribute them, don’t try to patent my ideas.

The Answer? Trees.

Mars is mostly carbon dioxide, thus contributing to the inhospitable conditions. But to make it inhabitable for humans, we need oxygen. By using trees, we can convert much of the carbon dioxide to oxygen. But again, trees need ammonia and some oxygen to get them started. Well, using common technology such as pots and fertilizer and ammonia enriched dirt, we can start the process to convert carbon dioxide to oxygen. People can get used to the difference in gravity in a few days, so sending a team to make the planet accepting of life can be a long time effort, that would pay off as a second place for life. Trees can provide sustenance and oxygen, so long as they stay on the vegetarian diet or store enough packaged meat for the long haul, Mars will be ours!

Ph15h is a genius ain’t he… And oh yea. Taking trees to space? Trees don’t go through motion stress like we do, they can actually survive easily. If anything, seeds will do since the other types of nutrients for the trees will do.

After that, a little Noah’s ark if life becomes plausible.

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Ph15h da Genius. Bite my ideas and you’ll get hit with a lawsuit or atleast an angry letter.. I’m looking at you NASA… and others.

Things To Buy!!!

2008-03-03T19:51:00.001-08:00

Man… I’m finally motivated. I’m embracing all of my hobbies at the same time. But sadly, shit’s going to cost a lot.

Art:

Photoshop CS3 Extended... Purchase not a bootleg. Appx. $999 or wait until somebody that works at a studio to give me their liscense. HINT HINT MOTHER FUCKER… or $1799 if I decide to get the whole CS3

Manga Studio 3.0 $40

Wacom Bamboo Fun Tablet $70+

Music:

FL Studio 7… $130

ASIO4ALL compatable Music Hub $80+

ASIO4ALL compatible Microphone $40+

Digital Turn Tables $160+

Sound Kits… $10-15

In addition to those two, I need to get better internet if I want to start hosting my shit and uploading stuff. I might look into FIOS and see if I can get it in my area… Sadly, ATT looks like my only source right now. But I’m buying at least 3mbps. 384kbps is UN BEAR A BLEE SLOW. So that’s around $25+ a month. I’m not taking their modem or their crappy ass 2WIRE shit. I’m copping my own modem ($30) and my own router ($95)

I wanna get into art and music… Go figure. Don’t know why.

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Politics:

Art of War… Purchased!

3x Suit And Tie $600+

A nice European Car… $20k+

So basically to start off… I need a job. Because $47 isn’t anywhere CLOSE to what I need. I can buy the car when I turn 23, because honestly 25 is when I’m probably going to start running and shit. So whatever…

Ph15h was here finally doing something

I hate you

2008-02-18T22:23:00.001-08:00

You said you would change, and like a fool I believed you. Don’t talk to me again. Thanks.

Damn school...

2008-02-13T13:02:00.000-08:00

So, since school’s starting up again, and one of my promises to myself was that I won’t half-ass another class:

I won’t be touching the good internet for some time. =/

Aside from email and AIM when I need it. I won’t be surfing the web ( lol… surfing) , downloading shit (‘cept sometimes anime), or forum hopping.

:( I’ll miss my tech and video game blogs…

Khoi was here and currently in 3^rd Gear to SUCCESS!! Or not…

I Kinda Wish...

2008-02-09T19:53:00.001-08:00

I kinda wish… I had gone straight to college. Now that my future plans have changed, I really didn’t need to get into any Private schools. I could have just went to UCLA and have been fine taking Political Science there and gone to a Law Program after getting my Bachelors… But no, I felt like going into Business so put off College Until I could transfer into USC, Stanford or some East Coast. Had to lie about not getting into some schools, and just slack off second semester…

I wish I had thought about things ahead of time… Instead of being stuck between two community colleges not being motivated to do anything at all.

Khoi was here.

Soundin like a Jerk...

2008-02-06T19:41:00.001-08:00

I know I sound like a jerk saying this, but I love making people feel stupid. I love taking the confidence off their face and into a slum. I love putting them in their place and facing reality and I love making them mad.

Guess I’m a jerk. I rather be a smart jerk that’s never wrong, than a dumbass that lies to make people feel better. Get over it, you lost.

Khoi was here.

more ignorance

2008-02-05T18:10:00.001-08:00

everybody knows that the president is just a figurehead dictated by
the cabinet that he selected in hopes of furthering his ideas that he
could not do by himself.

Ignorance... How the fuck is sum1 that nvr had a formal political
education and has not voted for six plus years going to say he knows
better than me? Someone who has been interested in politics and
government since a very early age? This nigga has just lost all my
respect. He is dependent on newspapers websites and other forms of
publication that's sole purpose is to spread slander and conform the
Asian minds to promote their ideas and not the common good of the
united states.

He said that Obama could not deal with terrorism but honestly who can?
Hilary sure as hell cant. Mccain cant nobody can. Nobody has within
their compacity to deal with the looming threat. That's when I
brought up the cabinet. ... Dumbass...

No more respect. He's in the same category as Uncle lee... Ignorant
undeserving of a vote or say.

Damn...

2008-02-04T15:23:00.000-08:00

So many famous people supporting Barack Obama. He already got my vote, but damn…. Celebrities are making you look desperate and hypie… Scarlett Johanson.. C’mon man. She’s hot and all but you can’t have sexy females selling your political opinions. That’s just a big no-no.

Oh well… that’s my rant for the day..

*bumping* yes we can

Khoi was here.

The Next...

2008-02-03T01:54:00.001-08:00

Have you ever wanted to be the next great… something?

A word before I go to sleep.

Have you ever wanted to be the next great something? Have you ever felt like things were just too coincidental? Damn… Lately, I’ve been trying to get back into poetry and rapping and spitting and making beats the like. Then I started thinking about politics and law and how fucked up our lives are and how conditioned we are. Damn, my mind wandered ‘til the thought was reaffirmed in my head: I want to be President some day. Real talk… No lie. I don’t think it’s some childish dream or fantasy ‘cause I’ve thought out all the angles, my position, and my road there. Then what I could do for the people, how I can affect the people, and what my firm opinions and beliefs are.

1. Ignorance should be eradicated through correction and education.

2. Money makes the world go ‘round, whether you notice it or not.

3. I don’t care if I’m sad, as long as the countries happy.

Blah blah.. I Know… My ideas will probably change by the time I am even able to run for President or any political office (7 Years for House or Representative). But if I Can’t… I just want to be the next Mos Def. Dude is like my fucking hero. Real Hip-Hop, along with my Favorite rapper, Talib Kweli, as Blackstar? Damn. Dude is a genius in hip hop and in acting. And we share the same birthday? Hot damn… December 11^th.

Oh well.. that’s my random shit for the night..

Khoi was here… Future president, or Mos Def’s Protégé… lol.

sigh Ignorance...

2008-01-31T17:27:00.000-08:00

More and more ignorance from my Aunt.. I’m thinking of writing a book of how stupid people sound, not just my aunt.

Me: I want to go see the Debate in Los Angeles.

Aunt: Who’s debating?

Me: Barack and Hilary.

Aunt: Oh, Osama and Clinton.

Me: Obama…

Aunt: Bin Laden.

Me: Racist.

Uncle: How is she racist? If we don’t like somebody we say it.

Me: We don’t make a correlation between the world’s most notorious terrorist and a presidential candidate.

Aunt: Obama is related to Osama.

Me: Show me facts that didn’t come from a Newspaper with hats over an O.

Uncle: He not good.

Aunt: Khoi, I vote how I want.

Me: It’s people like you I wish didn’t vote. Ignorant.

Aunt: You call me stupid.

Me: Ignorance is reserved for people that are dumber than stupid. They don’t seek knowledge and stay with their biases.

Aunt to my nephew Naam: Bin Laden. Obama. Same thing.

Me: Racist and ignorant… You fail at life.

Khoi was here with an Olive Branch and a Five Nine.

Identity Theft

2008-01-31T17:15:00.001-08:00

Some mother fucker used my debit card to buy $100 worth of shit off Apple. Man, now I’m over drafted. I’m gonna find him then beat his ass so bad…

Shit, wtf is $99.95 dollars at Apple? Shit.

I’m mad…

Khoi was here with a fucking pitchfork.

More Ignorance...

2008-01-31T11:01:00.000-08:00

Before my aunts left to go taste the food at where my cousin was going to hold her banquet, I showed my aunt the lil Gizmodo Article about how special people were supporting Obama, mainly Bill Gate’s Father, and Steve Jobs wife.

She immediately responded: “I never use Microsoft again. They give money to man who going to ruin country.”

I responded: “ Laurene is Steve Jobs’ wife… He’s CEO of Apple.”

She’s feeling kind of stupid, yet adhering to her ignorance: “I never use Apple. Bad computers, too expensive. Not easy to use. Always crash.”

Jokingly, I asked: “If you won’t use Apple or Microsoft, who will you use? “(Keep in mind she doesn’t know shit about Linux.)

Visibly mad, she replies: “I don’t need computer. I not one of you young kid, I know how to write with my hand. I only need iPod.”

Let’s Think Irony:

1. Ironically, she walked to her car with her iPod nano… Shoulda told her iPods were made by Apple.

2. An iPod, more than anything, is a sign of youth and trends.

3. Macs don’t crash that much.

4. She needs to use her old ass Windows ME PC to put songs on her iPod…

5. She Uses a PC at work… Guess she’s out of a job.

Guess she has nothing in this world if the iPod is all she needs.

Gah damn… Ignorance and bigotry run deep. Thank gah I ain’t like anybody in my family.

Khoi was here. Disgraced by the ignorance of my race.

Spoken Word on the State of Hip-Hop

2008-01-29T20:09:00.001-08:00

Can’t Stop,

Won’t Stop.

What?
I’m talkin’ bout my love for hip-hop.

Cuz inside of me,

I want to quit.

‘Cause I’m tired of all this bullshit.

All this talk about guns,

And offin’ people for fun?

Pushing packs to make them funds?

A part of me, hates hip hop the most.

Ownership of girls, and bitches to boast.

One side of me still loves this thing,

But for hip-hop, you spit, not sing.

My heart is torn apart,

What should I do?

I hope to stay and make my mark,

Just like Lu’.

Lupe made his mark on the game,

Hurt Me Soul brought my eyes to see the same.

Kanye showed every race’s struggles the same.

Talib n Mos Black star shining on the horizon,

Bringing light to the fakeness that was commercial rap to the public eyes , and

I hope to stop people from rapping bout cars and phones, Lexus or Verizon

But I know to even have a chance, I’d need to do it too,

I’m acting like a hypocrite,

Maybe that’s the Asian inside.

Liars, haters, scape-goaters, talkin shit.

Wait, that’s the human inside.

To be real, you can’t be yourself.

Adhering to human nature,

All you really want is the wealth.

I demand change,

Core Values and pleasures that need to be rearranged.

I need this now, ‘cause I’m not patient.

Patience might be a virtue,

But none of us are virtuous, are you?

Most holy priests we could ever think of got caught touchin’ kids,

A lot of us use to worship Michael Jackson like an Idol til he did what he did.

So for me, I hope to expand my experiences and education,

I gotta put out this dissertation to graduate from this ghetto mentality.

But just like tuition, the cost of change rises with inflation.

No need for hesitation or contemplation.

I’m enlightened feeling a wonderful sensation.

Help me spread my word,

Or else dreams die, and get shot down like a bird.

I start to wonder why, I even try.

Conditioning the people to think what they think.

Reading newspaper, spreadin propaganda

Rapping and rocking, just for glorification where people don’t understand ya?

Blah Blah Blah, I’ll show you how to ball

Groupies, every loves groupies,

Or what we’re told to believe,

In reality, more than half filled with S T Ds.

Rappers, can never come close to the real MCs,

That’s why like dick hoppers, every dog has his fleas.

Every artist has a group that try to please.

But like Kanye said,

“I’d rather be hated for what I am,

Than loved for what I’m not.”

I hereby state, I’m Khoi Pham da ph15h.

Fuck the fake love that y’all got.

Khoi was here, future President. haha

Spreading of Ignorance Through Ethnic Newspapers

2008-01-28T20:07:00.001-08:00

I have come to the conclusion that although Vietnamese people may be book smart, they are not politically informed. In articles detailing the upcoming presidential elections, they do not address key points in that are ailing our country, but instead: Race, Gender, and Religious background. My Aunts are examples of this far flung spread of ignorance. My aunt, who shall not be specifically named, immediately after reading the Vietnamese Newspaper pronounced herself as one of the most informed people of all time… but with falsities, bigotry and ignorance. This is quoted from memory and was not altered upon content:

Aunt: I’ve made up my mind for President.

Me: Who?

Aunt: I’m voting for Edwards.

Me: Why do you pick him, why not Obama, Hilary, or a Republican

Now this is where it starts getting ignorant.

Aunt: Obama sound like Osama. No black person would run this country correctly. He used to be Muslim so he might destroy our country and kick out the more smart races.

Me: Where is the proof behind your reasoning?

Aunt: I read about it everyday. He no good for us.

Me: Mainly because he’s black?

Aunt: Black people not smart like us.

Me: You’re stupid.

Aunt: Don’t talk to me like that.

Me: Fine, why not Hilary.

Aunt: She a woman. She cry on TV. What she do for us? She want war and want to increase tax. Bush, Clinton, Bush. No more Clinton. No more Bush.

Me: You couldn’t even vote when the first Bush was elected.

Aunt: But, *omitted so I don’t get called by the newspaper* said they destroy country.

Me: Actually, Jeb isn’t half bad. He’s a pretty good governor, and if he wasn’t preceded by his brother, he would have a good chance at being president.

Aunt: No more Bush. They take oil so they can have money to spend after retirement.

Me: Right… Why not a Republican?

Aunt: They raise tax. I want to keep my money.

Me: It’s actually the democratic belief to have higher taxes to support our country.

Aunt: No, Khoi. You wrong!

Me: Uh Huh… How?

Aunt: You think because you born here you smart boy. You not smart. You not read newspaper every day like I do.

Me: Uh huh…

Aunt: Republican all just want money to help white people. White people smart, they not help us.

Me: Right… You do know that the party of Lincoln was Republican right? (Although the idea might change through the years, it’s still the same party.)

Aunt: Khoi, you not know what you talking ‘bout.

Me: You *not know* what you talking about. I’m not for Republicans, but at least get your facts straight. Republicans were the ones that abolished slavery. Republicans were the ones that created the 14, 15, 16 amendments. Without those shits, you wouldn’t even be standing here acting stupid.

Aunt: Khoi, you a bad boy. You no respect.

Me: I might not have respect for you, but that’s only because you don’t deserve it.

Blah blah blah. Got kicked out of aunt’s house. Went home.

See how one fucking issue of a damn daily newspaper written just for a particular race can spread SO MUCH FUCKING IGNORANCE? How do you fuck up so many issues. How do you take one idea, and mix it in with their opposites. Riddle me that! Shit, at least name the right person.

I kinda wish there were more limitations on who could vote… So I can stop my aunt from fucking up this country.

My Political Slogan for 2008:

One vote can make a difference.

After watching the State of the Union Address by Bush, I kinda want to be President someday… Someday. He was spitting some real talk…

Khoi was here and his mind and conscience is now clear.

Games that Need a Revamp Part 1: Golden Sun

2008-01-16T16:08:00.000-08:00

Wow… been a long time, huh?

This time, I’ve been thinking. What old games that I grew up with and loved, need a fresh new installment? Most of them Nintendo… sorry.

1. Golden Sun

and its Sequel

OMG, how I love this Game. Wow. I basically fell in love with it the first time I played it, then when the second one got released enjoyed every last ounce of it. Sadly, it makes me sound like a nerd, but I’ve finished it at least 3 times. Collecting all of those Djinn and getting every last summon. This was like one of those games that you HAD to buy if you had a Gameboy Advance and was an RPG player. I know, the story finished. The bad guys died, the fake bad guys were good but just misunderstood. But there is so much story to fill in. What happened after everything was lit? What happened to that weirdo that kept laughing when nobody was talking or around? Guess we’ll never Know.

An RPG Game with some very interesting methods of solving involving magic called “Psynergy” this can be a great game with non gimmicked Wii Controls or even a PS3 HD Experience that would astound with a great story and awesome gameplay.

One thing to fix: Stop Making us Defend my Default whenever the enemy we want to attack gets killed. It’s annoying.

I’ll be back with the rest of the list when I can… School is boring.

Another Turnover

2008-01-06T00:28:00.001-08:00

I've had the time to look at my life... and I've noticed that I need to change.

And the first thing I need is closure..

First with his death... I didn't stop him, but he chose to go on his own so It wasn't me. Rest In Peace. Your family misses you.

Then with old friends. Cuz even if I didn't directly do it, I could have prematurely stopped the chain of events that lead up to it. So to them, I apologize for my lack of responsibility and my immaturity of the NO Snitching rule. It wouldn’t really be snitching, but family and friends should have been more important than money and irrelevant pride. As a mature adult and the bigger man, I'm formally apologizing for any accusation against me.

Personal Changes.

Laziness… I’m lazy. Look at the gap between posts and school.
Lack Of Motivation. Nothing motivates me anymore. Probably because of #3
Broken Spirit. I need to find who my real friends are and if they are going to stay. I’m not going to have another snitching, scapegoating, gold digging friend ever again. Truth is easy to lose, even when it’s perfectly not your fault.
Money God dam I need a job.. like quick. J I needa hire a lawyer to sue some overseas guy. Long story short. Money makes the world go round. Make money around the world, just don’t fuck with mine

So my words to everybody… I AM SO FUCKING SORRY.

Khoi was here.

New Year's Resolution

2007-12-31T23:53:00.001-08:00

My New Year’s resolution is to get more active with life, redeem myself with people, lose weight, get a job, try to spend less money, be more considerate, and learn who my real friends are.

I’ll probably only keep 3 of them… which ones? Who knows… First purchase of 2008? A 16gb IPod Touch… hopefully 8gb was too small and I don’t need an iPhone =D

So yeah… I’m posting this before 12 because I might knock the fuck out… Or do a midnight In ‘N Out Run.. lol

Peace, Love, Happiness. I wish this to everybody even the enemies I hold, and the ignorant bastards I hold in contempt. Khoi was here… If any of you guys realize you were wrong and I was right… I’ll always be here to help…

damn

2007-12-25T20:26:00.001-08:00

Sometimes… Your family just pisses you off. They don’t know when to keep their mouths shut. They don’t know what you want. They don’t know a damn thing about you. Yet, you have to put up with them. No matter how much you hate them, you can’t get rid of them or change them in. (I tried trading)…

But I guess, this shit ain’t worth fighting against. No matter what, you’re stuck with them until you grow up and leave, or they leave…

Eh.

2007-12-22T23:28:00.001-08:00

Goddam.. I hate going to the dentist. I can’t stand sitting there for like minutes doing nothing but keeping your mouth open. No homo... Boring.

Yea, went shopping. Crowded. Got Stepped on. Hate Artesia Traffic. Eh… hate the weekend before Christmas YOU DAMN PROCRASTINATORS

Khoi was here.

-ph15h outro

Link's Crossbow Training

2007-12-16T23:43:00.001-08:00

Small game, fun game. Worth the 20 bucks since it comes with the Wii Zapper, but I wouldn’t pay any more for it. Not much to do, but high replay value

Pros:

+Fun

+High Replay Value

+Good Use of the Wii Zapper Peripheral

Cons;

-Not much to do. 3 game modes and only 2 boss battles.

-The Adjustment of Aim thing isn’t very clear and I get lost in the features.

-VERY SHORT. 8/9 levels, I forgot, I’m sleepy. But getting high scores is pretty fun.

Verdict? Buy

It’s worth the money, but nothing more. It’s fun to mess around with, but get Umbrella Chronicles or some other Wii game that utilizes the zapper when it comes out. If they control as well as Link’s Ranger Levels, It’ll be definetely worth the investment

Random Conversation for the Day

2007-12-15T13:34:00.000-08:00

for the sake of keeping ppl anonymous. they shall be named victim

Victim1: wtf is up with these asians and their azn and X's
ph15hb01: da fuck should i kno...
Victim1: its only the american asians too
Victim1: the ones in europe don't use them bullshits
ph15hb01: ...
Victim1: nvm
Victim1: forgot asians in europes are called euoropean

Finally

2007-12-13T14:44:00.000-08:00

Finals are finally over.. Bullshitted half that shit, but whatever. All I want is a C.

Last time I'm going to see Santa Monica College and their trifling, gold digging, emo, sexy females. Last time I'm going the see UCLA Extension and their eccentric teachers.

So Screwed

2007-12-12T09:18:00.000-08:00

Fucking knocked out earlier than I expected and shit. Didn't do anything. My first final is in 4 hours... 1 essay per hour seems just about right...

Onward I go anybody wanna help? leave a comment and I'll paypal you ASAP.

One Last...

2007-12-11T22:25:00.000-08:00

One last word before the day is over... Starting tomorrow I'm a new man:

I'm going to start saying, "No." That way I'm not such a pushover.
I'm going to think shit over. Often, acting on impulse leaves me with tickets and a loss of respect and friends.
I'm going to start cleaning up after myself. No more leaving shit for others to clean.
I'm going to find a real job. No more "call and drops". Shit's not worth the time and isn't a steady income.
I'm going to more giving to people I've overlooked and give others their just deserts.
I'm going to start blogging daily. This shit CANNOT die on me. Just got that google adsense shit on this bitch, gotta get cash.
I'm going to be more considerate. Believe it or not, but I'm a jerk to a lot of people...
I'm going to readvise my outlook on the world. It's starting to become dark and grimy...
I'm going to start fixing relationship fuck ups, and stop affiliating with fuck ups.

If theirs more I need to change, just leave a comment and I'll be sure to change...

Peace, from the old Khoi.

Weird...

2007-12-11T21:36:00.000-08:00

Who the fuck calls somebody at 4:30am and tells them to be ready for a pick up at 6:30pm? If I wasn't so nice...

Any way, boring day.
Wokeup for the second time at 12:11pm but yea.. wish I could have slept more. Brushed my teeth, got ready, then went to the mortuary, paid my respects then hit up Toys R Us. Damn, little midgets crowd Toys R Us even on week days. I swear, I went in there and I saw like 30 kids just running around I coulda swore I would have been in school when I was their age.

Regardless, had to do like a shitload of essays:

4 for Economics... Didn't do any
4 for English (Oh how I HATE that class...) Same, didn't do shit.
1 huge ass 15 page essay for English... I didn't even start

So, what did I do? Diddly squat, that's whatsup.

Went to Carson to visit my nephew Nathan... kid kept wanting to go places... I just gotta put out my condolences to all them people that watch kids for a living... shit's hard.

Came home at like 5:30, got a text 'round like 6 telling me I better say my goodbyes before we do the pickup... Didn't really get to apologize to all the people I knew, 'cause somebody kept asking who I was while I did it... My mom wasn't home yet, my dad was at my cousins' house to play with my cousin n shiet...

Drove out there like at 6:25, ain't shit went down. Got like a bill and a half for it, then headed home before they even noticed I was gone . Didn't even have to do nuthin illegal to come up.

That's about it... Didn't do shit. Didn't get shit. Didn't expect shit.

Time to go bullshit 8 essays before 3am.

A lil post before Class

2007-12-10T13:02:00.000-08:00

Damn... week of finals. Haven't done ANY homework for the last 12 weeks. Man, I failed this bitch.
All my classes.

15 page paper on books I never read. 4 assignments on a class I never went to? I'm really fuckin up.

Hopefully next time I'll redo the blog and make it better.

If I'ma keep this blog up n runnin, I needa start postin more.

-ph15h

Laziness

2007-12-07T22:35:00.001-08:00

Sometimes you just feel so lazy,
Everything but fun looks so hazy.
Sitting there,
Blank stare.
Only time to spare.
Knowing you have things that need to get done,
But you'd rather think up of something fun.
Essays piling up by the minute,
Yet you sit there, looking into the vast infinite.
Laziness, is so fun, "innit"
But don't quit, just yet.
You can't and will not get done what needs to get done.
It's just too boring...
I'm a Master Procrastinator,
I'm a Time Terminator.
I kill time, ya dig?
Must get these assignments done.
No longer any time for fun.
Damn. I just wanna go back to sleep.
Sleep, sleep..
Eyes shut, let me fall into the deep.
Can't, just a little more..
No, what for?
I must break the habit,
'Cause it's killing me.
College Career Just started,
Can't get anythign below a C.

New Beginning

2007-12-06T22:00:00.000-08:00

So yeah, being alone for awhile has allowed me to think and reevaluate my life. I need to change. I need to change for the better. I need to be something better. I've lied way too much. I've taken things for granted. I've taken advantage of people. I can't help but wonder, what made me change?

All I remember was one day, I was this perfect (Well Not, Perfect, but whatever) little kid, then the next I was a jerk. Don't know why, or even if I wanted this change, but it happened.

I'm going to say it now, to those nobodies that read this blog ('Cause only nobodies read a blog by a Nobody.)

I'm Sorry, if I never said it to you before. I'm Sorry for not snitching, although... I don't regret not Snitching. It made me me. It made me who I am.

I AM SORRY.

Sorry, I really am. From the deepest part of my heart, I'm sorry.

Starting on the Minute I turn 18... I'm going to change. I swear it to myself and owe it to the world..

Blogging.

2007-12-06T08:49:00.000-08:00

Fuck Myspace Blogs. Unless your famous, nobody actually reads them.
Fuck Xanga Blogs. Unless you did it before, don't start now.
Fuck Forum Blogs. Unless you seriously think people on there aren't there JUST to download, why bother?
Fuck Self-Made Blogs, Unless you have the time to sit there and format the HTML n shit...

And with that, I'd like to introduce you, to the mind of a poet.

ph15h: Life is Madd Basik

Skype's weird

Ffffff airport

Trololol with Singed and win a 4v5

Shen OP

Testing Scribefire....

Burnout Paradise Bundle is a Steal

Feeling Under Appreciated

It's True: HD

If....

Honestly...

arcade stick

My Perfect Controller

New Meaning to Life

Lie to Me

Final Fantasy

Addiction

Feel good?

OMG I'm coppin a tablet the next time I get a Grand

Week 1 Re-Cap

Animal Crossing?

New Years Resoultions

Early Resolutionz

And the Winner of this Video Game Generation is...

I'm Thankful...

O BA MA

No More Heroes OST

I Love you Sony

Damnit Sony... WORK

Digsby

This Emoness' gone too far

Whaaaaah?

Aimo

Hmm...

Emo...

Still... being... emo

Untitled

Earthquake

WTF is wrong with me today

I kinda...

Avatar Series Finale

My E3 Wishlist... :(

U know your computer sucks when...

Song To Peep

Fighting Ignorance and Intolerance til Infinity

Test Post

I need 600 dollars by June!!!

Re-Vamp

What makes me me.

Smh

BADASS Iron Man Trailer

Nintendo Collection

My Gripes: Los Angeles City

No Title

It's Malfunctioning.

Shit's Funny

Sonic The Hedgehog

Need to copy n paste something

Although it doesn't mean much now...

My Thoughts for 31908

My Thoughts and Views...

Thoughts of the Day for 31508

Candid Quotations pt 2

Super Smash Bros BRAWL!!!

Thought of the Day 398

Schizo[beta] oops

Thought of the Day 288

Candid Quotations

My Thoughts on Mars...

Things To Buy!!!

I hate you

Damn school...

I Kinda Wish...

Soundin like a Jerk...

more ignorance

Damn...

The Next...

*sigh* Ignorance...

Identity Theft

More Ignorance...

sigh Ignorance...